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"I have anxiety so my love is not like them"

A.'s trial deals with paranoid schizophrenia. Lives in the hostel with 2 other tenants.
A. has been learning for the past 30 years to deal with mental illness, destructive imaginations, repeated hospitalizations, pills, doctors and a system that needs to approve him time and time again –

The main phenomenon – anxiety – is for A. coping the hardest.
A.'s life can be unbearable on a daily basis.

With an open heart I came to A., not knowing where it would lead.
And my mind was working, thinking about how to help, how to save – such a gentle soul going through such a challenging, isolated life.

In the second session, I drew him 3 circles and explained to him:
Blue – that's the head – I need
Red – that's the emotion – I feel like it
Purple – that's the middle – everything is fine

A. was very intrigued, and we began translating everything he brought to the meeting into the new language – every thought = blue circle and every feeling = red circle.

And we heard music together – and it was exciting – and. He said — music is purple!

And little by little, A. began to observe situations at a certain distance, and get a little bit of the sensations. Realize that his intelligent brain immediately translates every feeling, and not always in the right way.

The very fact that Sha. Developing the ability to observe and self-awareness was already magic to me.
We broke up after 12 meetings because that's what the system budgeted for us.
Believing that maybe something will remain etched in his heart as well as mine.

Although a. an extreme case, for eagles, stress from thoughts, even for a normal person, can be hell.

If you are dealing with anxiety, do not hesitate anymore!!

Just call and come for a consultation – 054-6126120

Because it's time to let go and live life.

A week full of self-love
Me
Tessa

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